原來有些人只是生活,就已花光所有力氣

                        發布時間:2018-11-10 12:04 作者:admin 瀏覽數:

                        “告訴你你也記不住,讓你家陪護的來誰也不來,早晚各一頓藥,你不吃藥,什么時候能出院啊!”護士的聲音漸高,滿滿的無奈。

                        “早…早晚各一次,早上一次…晚上…晚上…”年邁的老人用微弱的聲音重復著護士的話,一遍沒結束,就已經記不清楚了。

                        我在門口走過,鼻子一酸。

                        老人住院無人照料,兒女也許是忙,也許是別的什么原因,都已經無所謂了,重點是,讓老人獨自承擔隨時忘掉一切的風險,真的是一件很殘忍的事。

                        醫院電子儀器顯示時間:早晨六點。

                        原來有些人只是生活,就已花光所有力氣

                         

                        ​ 回到媽媽的病房,看著肚子上插著管子日漸消瘦的媽媽,密密麻麻的疼痛席卷全身,卻沒有任何能力去幫媽媽減輕哪怕只有一點點的痛苦。

                        有人說,如果你想看清人的素質,就到公交車上坐一坐,如果你想看到最深的痛苦,不妨,去醫院走一走。

                        真實如此,在這座仿佛沒有陽光的院子里,沒有哭聲,沒有笑聲,安靜的仿佛沒有人,空氣里藏滿了病毒的陰影,獰笑著嚇唬著進來的人。不敢與外人有過多的交流,一遍遍的洗手,幾天的時間,壓抑的我幾度絕望。媽媽的每一次咳嗽,都足以耗光我積攢起來的全部努力,媽媽足夠隱忍和堅強,多痛多累,她也是微笑的,美麗的讓我想哭。

                        這一場生病,打破了我對美好生活的所有幻想,原來現實,有如此多的掙扎與狼狽,藏在黑暗里,只等待破繭而出。

                        原來有些人只是生活,就已花光所有力氣

                         

                        ​普通百姓生病后有多可怕呢?就是你省吃儉用,辛辛苦苦存了幾十年的積蓄,在醫院短短幾個月就化為烏有;就是你辛苦勞累一生,在醫院每一天都遍嘗著人間疾苦;就是你費盡心血保護好的東西,在別人眼里卻毫無意義;就是一直家庭幸福和和美美,現在只能看著病床上的親人心疼到極致。一場大病,治好了從新開始,治不好支離破碎。

                        這些,如果你感受不到,那么恭喜你,你很幸福。

                        爸爸和這些親人們哭了多少次我不知道,只看到他們日漸憔悴的臉,媽媽受了多少苦我沒有看見,只是從親人的口中,慢慢的還原了整個過程:昏迷十天,渾身淤青,鮮血浸透被褥,呼吸機,肚子上打孔,注射著鎮定劑依舊遍體鱗傷…每一個字都讓我心痛的無法呼吸,命運為什么那么殘忍,讓善良的人飽受痛苦和折磨,而那些做夠了壞事的人卻活的逍遙自在?

                        原來有些人只是生活,就已花光所有力氣

                         

                        ​回到家里,冷清的空氣,沒有一絲味道空蕩蕩的屋子,無人照料在外流浪了兩個月的小狗,媽媽最心愛的幾盆花也快要枯死…我流了太多的眼淚,我開始害怕人群,害怕望向天空,害怕接觸外面的陽光,每次躲到外面哭的時候都充滿了對整個世界的絕望。

                        媽媽依舊是笑著的,咳嗽過后,痛過后,依舊是笑著的,單薄的身體承載了那么美的笑容,帶著看透一切的從容和原諒。在這個沒有一絲人情味的地方,努力活出了屬于自己的光芒。

                        原來有些人只是生活,就已花光所有力氣

                         

                        ​ 一直以來我都努力不讓爸媽失望,我很清楚身為爸媽的驕傲,身上一定要有自己的光芒。而我堅強的媽媽,用自己的光芒驅散了我全部的黑暗和痛苦,撕開我們支離破碎的天空,灑下來的溫暖,叫愛,叫希望。

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