一生所求,不過溫暖與良人

                        發布時間:2018-12-21 08:38 作者:流沙 瀏覽數:

                        凌晨三點,舍友早已入眠,耳邊呼吸淺淺,忽然就開始思緒蔓延,思考起人生的價值來。

                        這世間有很多語錄:“一切若只如初見。”“得不到的才是最好的。”“失去了才知道珍惜。”切實想想,我們的每一天,都過著這三句話的人生,每晚睡前,都有未完成的事,睡不著的時候,開始懷念過去了的某段日子,總想著如果能重新來一次,我想要改變些什么,清醒過來,又只能咒罵這該死的現實。想想也可笑,什么都不去努力爭取,又總想著什么都得到,現有的覺得不夠多,卻不去想該如何獲得想要的。這樣的人生,就像一堆爛泥,想爬出沼澤看看荷花能看到的天空,卻又隨波逐流在溫柔的荷塘水里。

                        一生所求,不過溫暖與良人

                         

                        我有多討厭現在的自己,從小到大的回憶,布滿了因為自己不珍惜所留下的遺憾,自認為做了一個最正確的選擇,卻往往打臉于現實的夢境里。我不知道是不是很多人都像我一樣,想感性的擁抱這個世界,卻被現實的耳光拍回逃避的保護殼里。

                        無比相信這個世界有平行時空,那個時空的我,選了我沒選的選項,走了與我完全不一樣的路,聊表遺憾,聊以慰藉。

                        自欺欺人而已。

                        一生所求,不過溫暖與良人

                         

                        記憶中有很多故事,“善良的人總會有回報,壞人自有天懲。”“只要努力就會成功。”“不忘初心,方得始終。”我的生命好像就是在告訴我故事就是故事,聽聽而已。堅持善良得到了什么呢?媽媽善良一生,卻得了一場大病,時間推脫著媽媽的痊愈,讓一個在傳說故事中總有回報的人嘗遍了世間的苦。而那些所謂天懲的壞人在做什么呢?在繁華的街道上拐騙一個個善良的人賣入深山,在13號病床拿起電擊的器械,在每一個光明的地方,做著世界上最陰暗的勾當,而這些,又有誰能夠懲治?

                        只要努力就會成功?起點不同的人生,注定有巨大落差的最后,誰說的不忘初心呢?最初的初心就是想做一個普普通通的人,默默地發光發熱,可是最后,總會讓現實壓彎了腰,不為五斗米折腰,是因為還不夠饑餓,如果現實讓你在初心和家人中做一個選擇,已不需要公布答案了吧。

                        一生所求,不過溫暖與良人

                         

                        最近有些喪了,發現自己的生命里藏了太多黑色的物質,也不免涿染風塵,在為自己重新注入陽光和希望時,又累的想要放棄了。就像如此喜歡文字的我,走了一條荒廢的路,再撿起,已不再是當初想要的人生。

                        一生所求,不過溫暖與良人,最近的風,真的有些刺骨呢。

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