從此,我相信愛情的存在_

                        發布時間:2019-05-04 17:56 作者:admin 瀏覽數:

                          

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                          那女人住進我實習的醫院的時候是晚上9點,醫生已經下班,只有值班醫生。女人只有27歲,是因為腹痛入院的。其實她當時已經很瘦了,眼睛是陷下去的,突出的顴骨,兩頰深凹。她的臉龐瘦小,因而那雙眼睛顯得又大又圓,卻無神。她的胳膊和腿都很細,就像只剩了一把骨頭。

                          直到她被推進手術室,她的丈夫一直陪在她身邊安慰她。她的丈夫是一個極有魅力的男人。大概二十八九歲,身材瘦長,五官輪廓分明。眉毛如箭,目光如電,最與眾不同的是他的頭發黑而順,一直垂到了肩。他披肩的長發和矯健的走路姿勢,使他看起來頗具風度,起初,我真不愿相信那女人是他的妻子。

                          她的腹腔被打開后,醫生們驚呆了。從來沒有見過像她這樣嚴重的腸粘連,腸子粘連得一團糟,分離是不可能了,經過醫生、主任的會診,決定給她做腸外置造瘺,也就是在她的右上腹開一個口,把還能用的腸子接在此處,形成一個人工的排便地方。

                          因為本身的營養不良,她手術后異常虛弱,恢復得也比較慢,他日夜不停守在她的身邊照顧她、安慰她。

                          在他的精心照顧下,她的切口愈合得很好,可以吃一些簡單的易消化食品,而他也隨之忙碌起來,因為他要不停地用吸引器吸瘺口的食物殘渣,但還是有一些排泄的液體流到瘺口附近的皮膚上,漸漸地皮膚開始發紅,他看在眼里痛在心里。他每天重復的事就是,給她喂飯,然后不停地用吸引器吸瘺口的未完全消化的食物,接著給瘺口附近的皮膚上藥,液體流上之后,擦掉再流上,日子就在這些重復的動作中一天天逝去。她的病情沒有多大的變化,而他的變化卻越來越明顯,他瘦了許多,臉色失去了光澤,眼睛總是布滿血絲,嘴唇干裂,頭發也變得雜亂而枯黃。病房里的氣味越來越難聞,那是由于瘺口食物腐化而散出的惡臭。我們不戴口罩已經無法在里面停留太長的時間,而他卻整日地在里面陪她聊天,重復著那些動作。

                          由于病情有所穩定,加上經濟條件的限制,他們出院了。對他來說真正艱難的生活其實才剛剛開始。

                          3個月之后,她又住進來了。此時她已瘦得皮包骨,臉色灰暗,斑點密布。她能堅持3個月我們都認為是奇跡,我想象不出在這3個月內他是用怎樣的耐心和細心來照顧她的。她第一次住院時,檢驗是腸結核引起的腸粘連、腸梗阻,用藥也不能像其他人,因她極度營養不良又易引起藥物并發癥。而這次入院她的精神已經很差了,情況很不好,血壓下降為零,脈搏增到140次/分,我們一共搶救了3次,才把她從死亡線上救回來。而每次搶救他總是緊緊抓住她的手,在她耳邊不停地說,挺住,挺住,你會好起來的。他用沾了水的紗布濕潤她那干裂的嘴唇,用毛巾擦去她額上滾動的汗珠,輕輕梳理她枯黃而稀疏的頭發,這些場面時常讓我感動。

                          醫生找他談了話,當然是要他做好思想準備,他的眼淚在一轉身的時候掉下來。

                          半個月后的一天中午上班,我還沒走進辦公室就看到他推著一個擔架車向外走,車上的人很瘦小,白色的單子蓋在上面,盡管沒有人呼天喊地地哭,但我的心仍然一顫,雖然誰心里都明白這一天是遲早的事,可我還是有些不知所措。

                          他和車子緩緩地從我面前經過,他的臉上沒有痛苦,仿佛一切喜怒哀樂,都已經隨她而去了。我呆呆看著他瘦長的背影,淚不由自主地流了出來。說真的,半年多的實習,我已經學會了不參與任何人的悲傷,可這一次為了什么?為了死去的人,還是活著的人?抑或為了他們那種常人無法理解的感情?

                          人們說,她能活那么久是醫生創造了奇跡。

                          我卻要說,是他對她的愛,創造了奇跡。

                          在我試著去嘗試愛情,卻又懷疑愛情的純、愛情的真時,我遇到了他們。從他們身上,我明白了世界上真正純美的愛情,真正渴望的事物,都無所謂有,無所謂無,因為只有人是奇跡的創造者。從那以后,我開始相信,只要這個世界上還有人類,真愛便一定會存在!

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